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2011-07-18T11:54:00.002-05:00

Profanity

Nothing is profound is what I have found
I keep scraping around this broken down town.
Bullshit is always spinning and breaking ground.
Man I am fuck I need to get out of town!

2008-05-05T13:15:00.004-05:00

Wasted Time

When all you have is all you have ever had?

When it is time to start a new what do you do?

When everything has already been done, who has won?

What is life when it becomes your base of comparison?

What do you do to kill time?

What else dies when you kill time?

Time is wasted, life has ceased

2007-10-09T15:13:00.000-05:00

hold her

head up on your shoulder, she needs you to be bolder
to reach out and hold her, pet her gently and console her
even when she's colder, and you cannot control her
take a step back behold her, watch her smolder
until it all takes in and no longer get any older

2007-09-07T15:26:00.001-05:00

bless me father for I have sinned
do you know how long I've been
waiting here just to see
your miracles not meant for me
tragically my time I've wasted
hardly love from you I've tasted
the blessings that are meant for me
are the blessing I was to busy to see
I look now but it's to late,
now I stand out side your gates
until full circle comes around
and my miracle can be found.

2007-07-23T12:51:00.000-05:00

Peel me
and I'll come in done

Feel me and
you'll think you've won

Heel to me and you will be
forever in my fantasy

2007-07-02T17:19:00.000-05:00

peace in the middle east

this saying will never cease

until all the middle east is decease

2007-05-31T17:25:00.000-05:00

I need you to pick my mind,

do not be kind

(tell me what it is you see)

Dig in deep,

will you learn the secrets I keep?

(no one ever does)

My head is trivial,

my points are pivital

(never remaining the same)

Absurd abstract thought,

these battles left unfought

(no one ever wins anyway)

2007-05-24T16:11:00.000-05:00

Junkie

One body's trash is an other body's treasure

What if that body's not very sure of it's own treasure

Trashing your body is the life of the junkie

How do we fix this problem

I see no problem

There is no problem to fix

No body says When I grow up I want to be a junkie.

But we all the grow up to be junkies

Just a little bit

I need a hit

Just enough to stop this fit

I'm not addicted

Just an addict

2007-05-24T14:48:00.000-05:00

On again off again

where have you been ?

on again off again

where was I again?

Off again On again.

How have I been?

On again off again

2007-05-17T12:34:00.000-05:00

one place lost, one person misplaced
Places missed and people lost
one person to misplace everything

2007-03-24T16:55:00.000-05:00

Anomaly...

Abnormality...

All words used to describe me

Oddity...

Eccentricity...

All found in the dictionary

But are they me?

Prodigy

Curiosity

Both very enlightening, but not quite me

Stir them all together and you have me.

2007-02-16T13:02:00.001-06:00

Blood bleed red

Midnight seas of blue

I am making this poem just for you

You came along and swept my feet

Nothing can ever compare, for you are very sweet

Together forever we will be until the end of time

Just say yes you will be my Valentine!

2007-02-02T16:56:00.000-06:00

Could I still be made in god's image if I didn't judge you?

2007-02-02T10:35:00.000-06:00

www.worldwideweb.blog

This is just a place to play,
wondering around in full facade.
But don't you look good in them shades?

Everyone has something to say.
Here they can do it in anyway.
Soon it well all wash out in the bay

2007-01-05T12:57:00.001-06:00

Oh what a tease!
Did you want me to say please?
Tell me how to ease
The infection of your disease!

2006-12-26T15:15:00.000-06:00

S-ensuality
E-rotic
X-Y chromosome

2006-11-19T15:05:00.000-06:00

Lost , is lostnobody, they took that all away from me. Now I am somebody.

2006-10-20T10:53:00.000-05:00

It happened only once

The scar left doesn't show
And of the very act few people really know

I tried so very hard , and truly thought I let it go

I often wonder if you even remember
how you made me feel so long ago

2006-09-09T11:08:00.000-05:00

It feels like I am dying in here, but the fact is I am still alive.

2006-08-08T16:15:00.000-05:00

Most people think because of the way I am I don't feel anything.

I just want them to know I am that way because I feel everything.

2006-07-30T20:15:00.000-05:00

Leave me tonight But come again tomorrow

Leave me in delight But stays the sorrow

Quit making it so difficult There is always a way to amend

Quit making it someone's fault there is no one here to condemn

2006-07-30T20:08:00.000-05:00

Alone

Alone
in the corner
you do not see me here

Alone
in that corner
my father put me there

Alone
in this corner
my mother left me here

Here in this corner

I am Alone

Alone
in this house
my brother has gone form here

Alone
in the house
my sister haunts me there

Alone
in that house
I do not want to be

Here in this house, I stand alone

Now I go into the world, all alone

For when I die, I die alone

2006-07-30T19:56:00.000-05:00

Oppression

I am what I am despite how you made me

I know what I know despite what you have taught me

I am equal in what I do despite how unfair you are

I have what I reach for despite you never showing me the stars

2006-07-26T16:09:00.000-05:00

Nightmares when I am awake

I can't fucking believe it
Did you hear that shit?

Stephanie was found, she is no longer missing
She stood between that 23 year old and Jordi kissing

Something happened next that blows the mind
The most fucked up part is this case isn't the first time

Jordi murdered her own mother, yes you heard me right
Stephanie won't be coming home the kiss Garyon good night

The phone isn't ringing I will no longer hear her call
Hey Terra, you know your my favorite... Will you drive me to the mall

I took her to the store to get a prescription the other day
wanted some cookies, she scraped up her change so I could have my way

It is those kind of things that I will always remember
I still can't believe I have to say good bye to this family member

Jordi you miss guided soul, I feel so bad for you
You murdered the only person who loved you for you.

Now I have nightmares, even when I am awake
Jolted back to reality , realizing there was no mistake

2006-06-27T13:10:00.000-05:00

Hello

I tried to say hello to you today
but you never even looked my way

I wonder what has become of you
This is not how I was treated by the person I knew

I walked right passed you on the street
But all you did was stare at your feet

The pain you caused me has subsided
There was nowhere to go, I could no longer deny it

I tried to call out your name
You walked on by, full of shame

To tell you I'm alright, it is all better again
And that the biggest disappointment was losing a friend.

I just wanted to chat , and see how you are
to ask if you wanted to grab a drink at the bar

Hello was not what I needed to say
Because you still kept walking away

2006-06-01T13:58:00.000-05:00

HEY MAN....

SO WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT WHEN YOUR LIYING IN BED AT NIGHT CAUGHT BETWEEN ASLEEP AND AWAKE...
DRIFTING AWAY LIKE WHEN YOUR GOING DOWN THE RIVER WITHOUT ANY PADDLES BUT
YET STILL ANCHORED, LYING IN THAT BED SOMETHING HOLDING YOU THERE KEEPING YOU AWAY FROM ALL THAT SLEEP?
DO YOU HEAR THOSE KIND WHISPERS TELL YOU TO GO TO SLEEP?
OR DO YOU HEAR THE VOICES OF ALL OF THOSE WHO WILL NEVER SLEEP AGAIN?
ASKING YOU WHY SHOULD YOU BE THE ONE TO SLEEP?

WHAT WILL YOU HEAR TONIGHT?

2006-05-23T11:46:00.000-05:00

Maybe

Maybe love is not for me

It is something I have never seen

And just because the day is long

I have no place where I belong

Into the open arms of the sea

This is where they'll bury me

Good bye for now the time has come

To whisper chants of this song

lovingly is the sea that sings along and chants with me

Holding me when the sun has gone and the full moon comes along

Maybe this is the place for me merrily in the sea

2006-05-06T16:01:00.000-05:00

I get up in the morning,to start my day, and without any warning , it seems to have to have already strayed. I can tell in this instance,there is going to be... some kind of coincidences,I certainly do not want to see. I'm throwing a fit!!! I can't believe this shit!!!! the whole time I've been talking ,I was sleepwalking.

2006-04-18T13:42:00.000-05:00

Sex is Not the Enemy
Promiscuity Is.

2006-04-18T13:37:00.000-05:00

Live Life or Die Trying

2006-04-12T14:10:00.000-05:00

SMILE

Try not to be hostile. Take a deep breath and run a mile. Do not hide behind denial. You can be the king of the pile. Life is not all that vile. Only for a while. Remember I like your style!

2006-04-08T15:39:00.000-05:00

Broken

I Think I am Broken , But How Can This Be?

If I Were a Broken Toy, Would you Still Play with Me?

Broken or Not, I am Still a Human Being.

I am This Broken Toy Because I was Left Out in the Rain.

Being This Broken , I Feel I will Never be Whole Again.

I, Broken , am Never to be Fixed or Relieved of This Pain.

2006-03-30T16:18:00.000-06:00

I want to write a poem.

A poem with words of wisdom to find.

I want people to read this poem.

A poem that will stand the test of time.

I want to be an inspiration.

To inspire greatness in each and everyone

I want greatness to come from this inspiration

To inspire Compassion, Love and Understanding before this world comes undone.

2006-03-30T16:17:00.000-06:00

Stepping out into the rain
Cleansing everything I hold insane

2006-03-15T00:33:00.000-06:00

Day/Night

Day light breaks on the earth's floor Darkness recedes, the sun has closed the door

Bright is the light that will shine for only hours Something you can not hold on to even from the highest tower

Day comes and in a flash is gone The night will hold, but just until dawn.

Hold on to the dark of night Without it there can be no definition of light

Remember the light and do not forget the dark The night will not forget you keep that in sight Even the brightest soul has sat in the dark just as the darkest soul has seen the light.

2006-03-14T21:24:00.000-06:00

How can you call this place a home

Only someone as demented as you could live in this dome

My perception of life is based on things I have learned

Even now you reap the benifits of what you have earned

2006-03-14T21:19:00.000-06:00

Floating past like a balloon up high

Slowly drifting away into the sky

Looking down ,wave good bye

2006-03-08T22:43:00.000-06:00

MY PASS OUT GAME

Please come out and play
I have a game for you
We will have a lot fun today
There are so many things to do

A game where we pretend to die
Do not worry we will be fine
with this game we can get so high
I promise you we will have a great time

10 deep breaths hold in the last one
Up against the wall I embrace your chest
About this time you should feel the fun
Softly and quietly you come to rest

Look and tell me what it is that you see
Are you glad you came to play with me?

2006-03-01T23:32:00.000-06:00

Blah Blah Blah

I see them talking
But none will do the walking

I hear what they have to say
but I really don't care either way

Their points are pointless
everything is a mess

They can talk all they want
it's not me they will haunt

They say blah blah blah
I say hah ha ha

2006-03-01T23:26:00.000-06:00

Jehovah

Jehovah cries at all the lies spread in his name he wants only to be whole again

a soft whisper , a prayer before down we lay tomorrow open your heart, and do so each and everyday

loving unconditionally is the truth told in vain , giving each day for this to be obtained

2006-02-17T11:08:00.000-06:00

Creepy Crawlies

Closing My Eyes To Sleep At Night

I Am Afraid Of Things That Bite

But Not Of Things That Go Bump In The Night

More Of The Things That Are Out Of Sight

2006-02-17T10:58:00.000-06:00

Do you want to know what it is I see when I close my eyes?

I see the darkness that has become me.

With no light in sight ,only the dark

I have been living here with no light, slipping away from everything that is right

longing to go back to the light, but never finding my way through the dark

So I am left here to walk in darkness.

That is why I open my eyes

2006-01-29T23:32:00.000-06:00

This Pain of Mine

It is hard for me to define
where this pain really lies
I take it and make it rhyme
with other things I feel inside
In these words where it might hide
sometimes even in words I can not find
because I'm not curtain where it lies
Maybe not hidden with in any rhyme
it comes from somewhere deep inside
Perhaps in my soul is where it hides
But what if I did not have this pain of mine

2006-01-28T00:43:00.000-06:00

Some place not quite here
No place you'd want to be
I always find myself there
In a place you'd never want to see

Some way it always finds me
You would not believe the things I hear
Hidden forever away in the mirror
In this deep dark place meant for me
drowning forever in the sea

2006-01-28T00:40:00.000-06:00

It took us a while to understand,
how much of this got out of hand.

2006-01-26T22:15:00.000-06:00

Socially Unappealing

The things I do are so fulfilling

These things I do are a sort of healing

Those things I do to some are chilling

That thing I do is to myself ailing

This thing I do to my soul is killing

They are the things I do to be

Socially Appealing

2006-01-26T22:05:00.000-06:00

Heaven is Dead

We burned it down
Smoke and ash lay on the ground

Heaven is dead

What have we done
Simply made room for another one

Heaven is dead

What do we do now
We find a way through some how

Heaven is dead

And it won't be coming back
How could it survive these viscous attacks

2006-01-26T21:45:00.000-06:00

Tart

You leave a bitter taste on me
One on my tongue That I can see

Now I need to make haste
and leave this place

And as for this taste
I would have rather waste

Than to take back with me
All the destruction we conceived

You are tart can't you see
Your bitter taste no longer belongs to me

2006-01-26T21:30:00.000-06:00

Only if bleeding hearts could sing

They would sing of all the things

They in their sadden lives have seen.

2006-01-20T00:04:00.000-06:00

GONE

Absent is the love we knew

Ancient is the hate that brew

Deceased is the life we lead

Forgotton is the blood we shed

Consumed is the pain I felt

Extinct is the need for help

Vanished is a person who never stood

In oblivion is a person who should

2005-12-30T17:08:00.000-06:00

I know good people are out there, because I am one of them.

2005-12-30T11:50:00.000-06:00

Watching the hours of sand

As they slowly drop through my hand

Watching every piece of grain

As I slowly become increasingly insane

But I will wait here still

Because I know it is thy will

2005-12-30T11:28:00.000-06:00

My future

Look into my future ,
What do you see?
Is it a child who never finished high school for her degree
Is it the face of a mother who I will never be

Look into my future,
What is there now?
Is she suviving and living a happy life somehow
Is it all ok no one dragging her down

Look into my future ,
Where will this lead?
Will it turn into a bad habit nothing can feed
Will it turn into a future no one will heed

2005-12-27T19:36:00.000-06:00

To Be a Man You Must First Be a Boy.

2005-11-10T15:28:00.000-06:00

I Live Here

On my street there are no signs, Because I do not want to be found.

In my house there are no windows, I do not want to see what is out there.

By my room sits a black cat , I do not want to him to leave me.

Near my bed sits a knife, I do not want to cut myself.

By my street sits the children playing, I need to know they are out there .

Near my house sits a mailbox , I need to write to the outside world.

In my room there is no silence , I do not want the voices to stop.

On my bed there is an empty space ,I do not want anybody to fill it.

This is where I live.

2005-11-09T11:15:00.000-06:00

Lost

Where has it gone?
I've lost it again.
I guess it was something
I really did not need
But then why do I miss it?
How did I get it to begin with ?
What was I going to do with it anyways?
I still feel as if it was something I needed.
Maybe that's why I still feel lost.

2005-10-22T15:04:00.000-05:00

I died today, and it was not in any normal way.
I really don't know what to say, about what happen today
I truly believe I've lost my soul and it doesn't know its way

Around this place , I've lost my face
And without a trace of how to replace my lost face.

Have you done this to me? Or was there something I didn't see?
Now I'm left wondering how can that be
What was it that I did not see happen to me?

2005-10-16T12:39:00.000-05:00

Happy Mother's Day, Mother (title)

Come little children, I have something for you I tore it from my flesh

In this flesh lies a disease that will rot the mind, and when your mind is gone, I will take your soul and give it to my Mother

Happy Mother's Day, Mother
I have brought something for you, I will give it to you on Mother's day

On mother's day when I give her your soul , your mother's heart will break and kill your mother

Now I have made my mother the best in the world for there are no others ,

Happy
Mother's Day ,
Mother

2005-10-15T23:57:00.000-05:00

Everybody has their bad days
It's just that some people

get stuck in them

2005-10-15T20:03:00.000-05:00

Amusement

Strung Along like Someone's Plaything,
Is This What you Want From me?

Use Me for your Very Own Personal Entertainment
No This is What You Need .

Amusing Yourself With my Avocation
But is There any Benefit for Me?

Yes I am Your Plaything,
And This is What I Want to Be.

2005-10-15T19:50:00.000-05:00

Seeing is beleiving
No one is reseving
What I am retreving