My future

Look into my future ,
What do you see?
Is it a child who never finished high school for her degree
Is it the face of a mother who I will never be

Look into my future,
What is there now?
Is she suviving and living a happy life somehow
Is it all ok no one dragging her down

Look into my future ,
Where will this lead?
Will it turn into a bad habit nothing can feed
Will it turn into a future no one will heed